QUICK, BEFORE I'M TWO WEEKS BEHIND OF SAYING IT- XD
Here's to a new year yall; this past one was a doozy for some of us, while it was smooth sailing for others; I'm glad it's over tbh.
Let's make this new one a blast! :3
- Reggu
I'm Ragu; it's a pleasure to make your acquaintance!
I'm an artist, but I also dabble in photography and poetry. I'm a roller coaster mentally, so prepare for the ride of your life! x3
Discord: gshibeboi
[Please friend me; I'm lonely asf-] ;w;
Ask me! :3
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Wouldn't you like to know?
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Joined on 4/29/24
Posted by ItzRaguSauce - 3 days ago
QUICK, BEFORE I'M TWO WEEKS BEHIND OF SAYING IT- XD
Here's to a new year yall; this past one was a doozy for some of us, while it was smooth sailing for others; I'm glad it's over tbh.
Let's make this new one a blast! :3
Posted by ItzRaguSauce - 5 days ago
This news post is to showcase the poem I made for Delirium Archives: Vixens N' Roses; just a disclaimer, it references rape and murder, so if you're sensitive to those topics, then it may be best to not read this.
[Due to the formating, you have to scroll/slide the text to the right to read the full poem.]
Delirium [Archive 1] The leeching infection of darkness clings to my curtains; it beckons to corrupt the safe haven held beyond the textiles Teeming with the hazy thought of desolation, this black void holds more demon spawn than any withered rose [with thorns, oh so sharp] would dare to infest me once my skin is penetrated It slithers silently through the gates of mentality more agile & cunningly than any serpent that could ever face this Earth in countless millennium With a target locked in its path, nothing can prevent the fate of which I'm deemed to suffer Every morsel of a bittersweet memory that passes through my mind to repel the delirium's strengthening grasp is twisted and crushed by reality-based torment; a tiny taste of it's power A motherly figure turns her back to me; a bond once assured to be unparalleled, but most importantly unbreakable, fades away as I'm left with a hole equal to the previous heir of my name Slanders of misconception and vengeful lies rock the boundaries of my life uneven; what in all that is perceived good could bring forth such hatred? The chains & shackles embedded into my fleshy exterior hasten their sways & swoops, held by those who are falsely considered superior to satisfy an immense hunger for control and order My own mind turns in on itself; a new form emerges of which is eternally expendable to all that see fit Fists; riddled with the product of self-hatred & a yearn for a bitter end, raise up in rebuttal to this mirrored monstrosity; "I won't go down without a fight..." One step is all my being can take before pain overloads my nerves Pupils constricted, my gaze is forcefully averted by a crimson red hand for what feels like a flutter of a dragonfly's wing before another slender hand grips my neck The snap is almost silent; the remains of my mortality fades into the blaze which catches my body like a match smothered in the caressing sensation of gasoline He awakens in an instant; his gaze into this new realm is but two dark pits swirling with rage Liquored up more than the bottom of a gin bottle, he stumbles through what was once my life [; oh, how it will cascade downhill...] Allied by desolation on his shoulders and snakes wrapped around his neck, he preys on the weaklings that I treasured A snow vixen stood first in his path; her breath tainted with wine Her body broken & battered; the groping hands & rods of perpetrators left a permeant scar The remnants of perseverance kept her from leading astray to the hilt of a steel blade [; it always left me astounded...] Unknown to her, my presence would change her life forever I made a blood vow to prove that her mortality meant more than just a seed carrier for the opposite gender Years pass by like rose petals withering away; a novel, we wrote of our journey together A novel burned at the stake by him as he now reigned superior to me His essence brought her pain; what has become of her former angel? The edge of existence was his trump card; she couldn't take him any longer A formal, sorrowful dismissal brought the bridge to its destruction; splinters fling like stray bullets in all directions, leading the way to his next targets Alas, this feud would bare unexpected consequences for him The silhouette of a slender vixen trailed his path as he struck each soul down; her soft voice haunted him as he haunted my soul His power grew weaker; opposing forces overpowered his trickery, as life refilled the abyss his eyes held A heartbeat struck him down to one knee; I was regaining my grip as the rightful holder of this vessel, wearing thin the chains my seemingly limp body was restrained in As my grip on mortality was replenishing, I was met with his forsaken face as the last shackle wore weak to my brute strength With a crooked grin gleaming from one cheek to another and a snap of his fingers, the chain shattered like a pure heart of glass His being begun to fade from the cracks of light my cell had once engulfed; in his final moment, he snickered: "Here's to the hell WE'VE created." I stumble back into the helm of myself; vision blurred for what felt like an eternity Vengeful baritones bellowed from my throat to signify my victory over my nomadic clone A gleam of red catches my gaze as it slowly adjusts to what lays before me; I look to my hands to find blood a plethora caked into my skin Horror fills my mind; tears run down my dazed expression like a waterfall Fear kickstarts the realignment of my perception, laying out a path of mangled bodies that were once my will to live The sight paralyzes me instantly; I'm left with nothing, as I stand idly, watching the faint shape of a vixen fade into the crimson-red horizon... ["I should've fucking stayed dead..."]
Posted by ItzRaguSauce - 2 weeks ago
Just wanted to say Merry Christmas to everyone who still checks this desert of a NG page-
Things are slowly changing in my time schedules, so I might be back to regularly being here sooner than later. :3
Y'all are in for it once I start posting the backlogged art I have in my deck!
[Especially a certain bestie I know-] x3
Anyways, that's about it; I'll send y'all off with some pictures of my cat Tigress.
Posted by ItzRaguSauce - 1 month ago
Heya yall!
Long time no see; it's your boi Ragu, and I'm back for one night only to post a bunch or little doodles & mini projects I've accumulated over the past few months. :3
[I'm so dang tired rn, so bare with me.] ;w;
I hope yall like the doodle! :3
Posted by ItzRaguSauce - October 25th, 2024
Heya goofs; just making this post to say that I've been busy with school and stuff; I'm still alive and kicking. :3
When I get the time, I have a load of art to post that's been breaking barriers regarding my normal art techniques.
Until then, have a completely unrelated selfie, because why not? X3
[I look mentally unstable in this; it was like, 3 in the morning-]
Posted by ItzRaguSauce - September 27th, 2024
Heya y'all! It's your shrunkly pal Ragu, and I'm back with another [semi-monthly] addition to my endeavors in cross country, w/ some additional stuff, cause why not?
These past few weeks have been a grueling, but fun experience out on the trails with the boys. The courses were something else entirely compared to the rubber tracks during track last year; hills, mud, ankle-deep puddles, ditches; you name it, we've probably ran in it more than once. :3
I was able to get permission to show my teammates faces on my page, which saves time blurring them out.
[The last picture is goofy ASF, but it shows a good angle of the action.]
This is a random thing I wanted to add, because why not. X3
I wanted to release a prototype design for @RubyFuyuki's fursona I designed, because its worth releasing [,and she can steal the show of this news post, cause why not?]. X3
As for the art leak, I'm making an piece for an fnf song I like; I would give spoilers, but I don't have a picture on my phone- ;w;
Well, that's it; catch y'all on the flip side!
Posted by ItzRaguSauce - September 4th, 2024
Howdy y'all; I'm back with some goofy, and utterly random stuff for all of you to indulge on.
This piece was meant to be an vent post, but with my ever-changing mood swings, and art requests, I scrapped it. I don't plan on posting it, so it will stay in the depths of this news post.
I was a bit hesitant to post this picture to my page, but I realized that I linked my old page to this one, and it has pictures of me, so it was kinda stupid.
Running cross country is fun tbh; it's vastly different from my track career last year, but it's still a pain sometimes. I blurred out my teammates faces because of privacy issues btw.
That's about it for me this time; catch y'all on the flip side. :3
[P.S.; go follow @Catlord473, cause she's cool.] X3
Posted by ItzRaguSauce - August 10th, 2024
Heya goobers; long time no see.
I'm glad yall are still around, because I have some explaining to do about my past inactivity, and give a heads up for it in the future.
Over the summer, besides making art, I've been taking cross country to prepare my body for track come November, along with dealing with internet and mental issues.
With school around the corner, and a shit ton of honor classes on my back, free time is few and far between for me.
With that said, I might not be able to be online a lot these next few months, and art will be scarce.
That's about it; thanks for reading yall, and catch ya on the flip side!
Posted by ItzRaguSauce - June 20th, 2024
Came up with a strip of poetry while I was gazing at the clouds.
Looking into the sky, I can still see fragments of the past flicker amongst the hazel rays of the sun; the tinted haze of the clouds...
But they're interchangeable; never to be the same again.
They just ride with the wind...
No matter how much they are bent, broken, and strung thin...
The sky's their home. They always stay there.
They form; they grow; they weep...
They never lose sight of their place in this world.
[Call me a depressed poetic, but] I find remedy in this fact.
How long I've wished I can look to the sky and not see the past haunt me in the shadows of the clouds.
The growing tint of color from liquid bathed in azure...
It's almost soothing.
[Heh...]
It all fades to black eventually.
As to the sky; we both fade.
I've seen it in you; you've seen it in me.
Streaks & swirls in the clouds are like emotions in our heads [, when I really think about it].
They form the foundation of the cloud...
As emotions form the shells our souls are trapped in.
But, looking to the sky once more, there is a realization to be made [, at least to me].
No matter how many canvas are to be made from the clouds; the blurs from the passing birds; the light & darkness from the Sun and Moon...
It never changes; it always holds a joyful, azure color to it's being.
But with this seemingly positive realization, comes a dreadful, but truthful downfall.
We change.
We can crack to the hits we take...
We can crumble from the relaity our lives fortell...
We can weep to the loss and loneliness that lingers in our hearts; in our souls...
Some of us cave in, and cease to exist when the haze fades away.
But, there is one thing [I noticed] that was different...
Instead of shades of serpents dancing along the clouds, or the crumbling presence of reality shining down like rays from the Sun...
I see purpose in the shades; thoughts of happiness & joy in the rays...
And more importantly...
You; my silver lining.
Hope yall like it.
Posted by ItzRaguSauce - June 7th, 2024
I'm Ragu, and it's a major pleasure to meet all of yall [again]!
To give you the basic run down of... well, me; I'm a rookie [2 years] traditional/digital artist, and I also dabble in a few other things as well. :3
If you wanna know more, add me on Discord or DM me on here, mk?
Now, down to more specific business; there are two main parts to this post, with this one being the first one.
To a good portion of you who'll see this page first, I'm glad to see yall again.
To explain my long inactive stage on my old NG acc [@GShibeBoi] in an nutshell; I got locked out of it. I know, kinda stupid, right?
But, I'm gonna keep track of this one and make sure it doesn't suffer the same cruel fate as the old one. :3
Anyway, that about wraps things up; catch yall on the flip side!